hiatus from this blog space for like X days...

realised that i still like blogging for people to see.. according to my personality profiling, i'm the type of person who wants to be the centre of attraction.. (of cos for the right things) lol..

so here i am, back blogging! i want the whole world to know my life!

but if anyone knows how to password protect a post, please tell me! cos sometimes when i feel like bitching about someone else, i'll post so that my close friends know what i'm up to.. =)

for now, i feel like shifting my add to here

the address kind of reflects my present feelings.. like when i really want something, i don't always get it.. its like getting emotionally hurt.. i always get that.. maybe its because i'm those kind of person who thinks too much and u noe, get hurt over every little thing.. gotta change!

and i saw this durian offer going for 3boxes at $10! omg! it jolted me a little.. the fragrance of that durian! i almost wanted to buy! but i have no money and u cant bring durians on board buses or train.. so do i have to walk home just because of durians? nah.. some other day then.. shall beg my dad.. =)

remember to check my new blog..

ciao!

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

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life is always constant.
you give up something, you gain something in return.
when u don't, u realise that you'll lose it all.

i realised that i never gave up anything at all.
i'm greedy.
i want everything.
but no, life's not so kind.
and in the end, i lost it all.

my priorities were never there.
i thought that i could handle both at once.
i wanted to prove to people, to myself,
that i can do it.
i just never did.

now its time to gather the effort together.
join them together.
piece them back.
to give myself a full jigsaw puzzle.

i thought.
life is indeed cruel to us.
perhaps we're just being born in the wrong era,
an era where things just don't go the way we want them to.

because of dumb tests, examinations, school..
we ought to give up our social life.
i applaud those who can handle both.
because i know i can't.

i'm not a smart ass.
i wish i was..
when concepts just come to me freely
i don't have a photographic memory.
i wish i was
there's just so much to memorize.

but i'm not what i wanted to be
because priorities isn't in my dictionary.

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for now, i'll just say bye to this place.

sheesh.. that sinfully delicious seafood platter left me gaining point something kgs.. my weight is constantly fluctuating.. like wth man.. i seem to have this kick of eating mint sweets.. esp the ones fish and co gives after your meal.. its nice! i personally find it better than mentos.. haha.. and i'm in love with this sweet called 'mintchocs'! super nice! but its a tad too ex..

chem retest on fri.. i know that i'll like get an F so i must be prepared for the retest.. with block tests so near, im so gonna work hard! but i always do the talking and never do the work. i'm lazy.. gotta buck up!

to make things worse, i lost my right eye's contact lens.. great huh? was half blinded for half the day before my mum saved me by bringing my specs for me.. i love her! i feel a bit bad cos my dad has to spend like hundred bucks for one side of the lens.. that pathetically super small piece of plastic for me.. but then again, i'm so accustomed to contacts that i think i look super ugly with specs on.. like some nerd.. o.o

i hope these bloody exams pass faster.. cos its bringing me stress!

shopping today was unsuccessful.. basically i just roamed around and followed bryan around.. so unlike of me.. but he did bought 2 shirts which i think look real cool! i chose them for him.. glad its nice! and i've been looking for nice black tops and it really sux.. all don't have my size.. signal to start shedding the weight! really, how i wish i was like a snake, where u are able to shed your old skin for new skin except that i don't really want new fats..

alas, my hapiness came from outfitters girls! i bought my uber nice pink tee! first in my wardrobe! and recently i've been damn pro-green.. i saw this pair of flip flops at flash and splash and its green! but its a size smaller so i didn't buy it.. then i wanted this green tee at outfitters girls and they didn't have my size.. oh too bad.. but i bought the pink one.. they have the same words..

lunch was at fish&co at wheellock plc! that place rocks i tell you! we were like sitting next to the glass panels and the view is great.. the service is good and they would refill ur cups rather quickly.. but there were a few kids there running around and they kinda kept knocking into my chair cos i was sitting near a pillar.. playing catching i guess. but they're rather cute actually.. we ate the seafood platter for two and gosh it was enough to kill.. super nice and super full! like 3 girls can share one? calamari rings were great! i'm so gonna gain weight.. i love the fish! so girls, lets not go glass house for fish&co next time k? go wheellock plc for lamei outing!

epitome of great seafood!

me..

my boyfriend..

sharing that big jug of sharkie!

things you do when your phone gets snatched..

you start imitating whatever the other party does..

i know this sounds corny but he's just so CUTE! lol..

good memories don't need to be blogged out..

as long as they exist in our minds, forever.

just because a certain setback made me fall along the way,

doesn't mean i can't stand up again.

you're not worth..

you're simply just not worth my tears.

no.. fiona doesn't cry for people who thinks they're the best, who thinks they have the ability to criticise people, who just sprouts self-righteous bullshit.

i'm fine.. really.

perhaps i took it too harsh..

whats a comment? its nonsense..

freaks don't mean a thing.

i'll still smile.. =

don't ever ask me to do things which i can't do.. u only make me hurt.

this is so cool.. my whole class don't have to take any more chinese! and its not gonna appear on our timetable! totally cool! not that chinese sux lah.. but i'm really shocked to see a2 on my results slip! i thought i'll get a b3 or what.. cos my promos for chinese really sucked..

so i went jamming with barron and bryan.. all the 'yan's'.. tried the electric guitar.. i like it! its rather easy to play compared with the acoustic guitar.. cos the sound just comes out easily while on the acoustic guitar, you have to press on the frets properly before the sound comes out.. cool! barron is fun to hang out with! but the only drawback is he is HORNY! always making sexual references.. wth can.. wonder what kind of girl will stand such a guy.. but he's funny!

so suki sushi has been changed to sunday.. i'm gonna shop man! so deprived of town.. i wanna buy new slippers, shoes and teeshirts! gotta finish up my hw first.. hope there's holidays this fri cos our seniors kinda did very well! like so many lists of distinctions! woah! a small part of me wishes to be on that list.. so gotta work hard!

as constant as always.. i'm just narcissist..