for jas & vera!

my timetable is like this.. the time specified is the time i end school!

mon:415pm
tues:415pm
wed:145pm (if got no cca la.. which is impossible)
thurs:325pm
fri:145pm=)

so lets see if our schedules clash den we can go mug tgt!

the two girls have been flooding my tagboard and in turn i flood theirs too! only thing is that they are much more expert in flooding that i don't really flood their tagboards that much..

i'm reading my "memoirs of a geisha" at a slow pace so much so that i can't stand the pace i'm reading at! i keep asking stef what happens next but she doesn't wanna tell me.. great friend right stef? but i love the way the author describes a certain scene which stef knows what i'm talking about..

(taken from 'memoirs of a geisha')
'here's the thing: this eel spends its entire life trying to find a home, and what do you think women have inside them? caves, where the eels like to live. this cave is where the blood comes from every month when the "clouds pass over the moon", as we sometimes say.'

'you may not know this about eels,' Mameha went on, 'but they're quite territorial. when they find a cave they like, they wriggle around inside it for a while to be sure that... well, to be sure it's a nice cave, i suppose. and when they've made up their minds that it's comfortable, they mark the cave as their territory... by spitting. do you understand?'

'men actually like doing this. in fact, they like it very much. there are even men who do little in their lives besides search for different caves to let their eels live in. a woman's cave is particularly spcial to a men if no other eel has ever been in it before. do you understand? we call this "mizuage" '

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not that i'm dirty minded or what la.. but sometimes authors write about it in such an artistic manner, very literature! like sidney sheldon. he writes it as 'sailing through the stars' and its totally beautiful.. i don't know bout it but i feel in awe of such authors when they can write about something quite taboo in a beautiful way..

i pity geishas.. they're like entertainers to men and they have to like beg for men's adoration and stuff like that.. they actually say that to men.. it seems like they are the lower class of the social ladder.. bowing lowly to men.. if it was that kind of century now, i'm sure all women will kick the asses of men if they ever have to do that! its equality among sexes!

but someone once told me that men and women can never be on the same standing.. first things first.. we are different from men.. our physical appearance is already different.. so how can we ever be equal? tats quite contraversial though.. but even till today, a wife is still expected to serve her husband.

regardless of whatever men and women are, they're like destined to love each other.. men complement women and women complement men..

can't wait for jan19 to come cos den i can indulge in geishas all over!