first day of school and i'm chionging hw alredy..

is this a good sign or a bad sign huh?

i wish i was still in the arms of my beloved OGLs, screaming vega cheers till i'm hoarse at the throat..
i wish i was out there playing ice breakers, getting to know my og mates better..
i wish i was still dancing couple dances during mass dances, instead of trying to listen to the lecturer and nuthing gets in..

you know, those cheers are really distracting! i want anything but to be in j2.. its such a bother..

well, blame no one but myself for not finishing GP and now i have to worry.. and my new GP tutor is quite rather strict.. i prefer david kwek..

and my new time table sucks.. when i thought it was good my friends one were best! some end at 12 plus and me? the earliest i can go home is 1345! on top of that its 50 mins per period.. talk about greatness.. BLEH!!!

now i can't talk on the phone till late at night...
now i can't sleep in late till the afternoon sun shines on me...
now i can't slack my day away like i used to do...
now i can't go out as and when i like without worrying whether my tutorials are done or not...

pardon me as i'm being whiney and irritating.. because this whole business is IRRITATING!

i don't know why i feel that way.. somehow i feel that i'm afraid..